Hunting for the grotesque my credo ‘whatever pleases and gives pleasure’ I attempt to throw myself away in that pursuit and the things I say are not the things I do and I feel the loss heavily, life is too random to be experimental , what pleases you may not please me, we as vacuums move around looking to gasses to merge with, we merge as cars on an autoway one route one destination, pleasure the pursuit of happiness is today’s major drug mainlined from media my pleasure to slowly torture a naked Justin Beiber my despair at not being able too in happiness we trust and in happiness we fail.